Tag Archives: Depression
A great darkness, a great abyss,
hopelessness and death.
Colors whirling in my head, then nothing.
Where am I? How did I get here?
I have no memories from before and,
I see no future.
It is now and only now,
an agony, a torture – no escape,
A whisper, a call, a longing to be free.
Courage, a gift, a secret strength,
I will fight- the abyss, the darkness.
I stumble, I choke, I fall,
I cannot get up. A heaviness,
my soul is chilled, my heart is cracked.
Sunlight from above, now everywhere.
I cannot see, but I sing, I fly,
I am free….. for now!
You’re so stupid, little girl. Did you feel clever when you locked yourself away? Did you think the dark would hide you from the world or save you from its sway?
You’re so stupid, little girl. Did you think that, if you were gone it couldn’t happen to you? Did you think the darkness would save her too?
You’re so stupid, little girl. You’ve been gone so long, you may have missed the worst, but it’s still all wrong.
You’re so stupid, little girl. You’re such a little fool. Won’t you ever learn that all they are is cruel?
You’re so stupid little girl, to think that you are strong. What a foolish hope to keep your whole life long.
You fool! Oh, how I hate you! How long have I wished you dead? And how I long to throw you from my head!
You little fool, such a poor little fool. I should pity you, and what a loathsome fact it is too, that I do.
You useless little idiot. I ache to hurt you. My hands desire to grip your neck. To see the life fly from your eyes and wreck.
You’re so stupid, little girl. Do you even know how lucky you are, to have been huddled away while I got all the scars?
You poor little fool, do you hate me, as much as I hate you? What a dismal fate it is, for us to be one and not two.