A great darkness, a great abyss,
hopelessness and death.
Colors whirling in my head, then nothing.
Where am I? How did I get here?
I have no memories from before and,
I see no future.
It is now and only now,
an agony, a torture – no escape,
A whisper, a call, a longing to be free.
Courage, a gift, a secret strength,
I will fight- the abyss, the darkness.
I stumble, I choke, I fall,
I cannot get up. A heaviness,
my soul is chilled, my heart is cracked.
Sunlight from above, now everywhere.
I cannot see, but I sing, I fly,
I am free….. for now!